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"Vikki's World"

I've been "Vikki" for over a year. It started in a chat site I started going to...I needed a nikname for myself and always like the name and spelling of "vikki" I used it at the chat site, until a clone start showing up...I changed my nick to "Touched" and something happened so I went back to using "vikki" and everyone I had gotten to know there like it better for me.. A couple people still call me "touched".
I first joined TBD and used "vikki" and now I feel lost here without it.
I need the name for my private world..since the name is me.

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Permalink Reply by jan on July 14, 2009 at 9:31pm

ok...then is chuk ok? and I promise not to call you late to dinner...

Permalink Reply by jan on July 14, 2009 at 9:31pm

Thank you thally...I do like this one better....

Permalink Reply by Deb Hursa on July 16, 2009 at 6:59am

Vikki and Thalia, beautiful poetry. Really speaks volumes!!! Thank you for the courage and willingness to share the beauty of you!!!!

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 8:22am

Hi Deb, thanks...I have a few posted in my notes on Fb, but with all the surveys and things we/ve done...they got buried...wthe way back in the back...I should take time and delete alot of that stuff.

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 3:33pm

Its strange at times...how a song can affect us so profoundly......I have not brought this up, until earlier in a different group and discussion....The poem "Needing People" I wrote after listening to this song several times, and having a good cry...I felt the words to it...It was like the song was talking to me...I talked about it there to someone I feel a closeness to. I'm gonna post a few songs that affect me in different ways...and the best explanation I can to explain why they do.

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 3:45pm

a couple other good songs by Delta Goodrem

Nobody Listened

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OX48SDDPoYw

Be Strong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z83IywKctc8

These are from an CD of Delta Goodrem called Mistaken Identity. Its a powerful CD.

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 4:01pm

This one is hard to listen to...I had it posted on the old TBD site in a group discussion. This is about abuse.

11th Commandment by Colin Raye

This is about different types of abuse, the video with it is not but, but its still hard to view...if you know anything about abuse as some of us do....I believe in the words of this

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 4:06pm

During a time in my life, I was full of anger...no one tells me what to do, how I should behave or live...and I happened on this song which fit that time and still fits me now.
"Its My Life" by Bon Jovi

Permalink Reply by jan on July 16, 2009 at 4:07pm

I will be posting a few more...but for now...I need a break.

Permalink Reply by jan on July 28, 2009 at 12:42pm

Permalink Reply by jan on August 6, 2009 at 9:07am

Secrets
You'll look into her eye's and loose yourself. She'll always keep you
wondering if it is you that consumes her thoughts.

Her heart is protected from her years of life, she has played all the
roles. Someones lover, someones wife.

You'll think you have her, only if she wants you too.
Once she let's you near, her thoughts of you will become suddenly few.

Do not make the mistake of thinking you will win her with your loving
ways . It is in her will to survive that only she knows when she will
leave and how long she will stay.

She belongs to no one, an this is how she will always live.
Her heart is a closed book, opened only when she feels there is a need
or want to give.
(Poem by Sheila)

A poem I ran across and wanted post here.

Permalink Reply by Doug Smith on August 9, 2009 at 7:59pm

I've been referred to as being "touched", also (or was that "teched"?). As they say, call me anything but late to dinner.

"Vikki's World"

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