I've spent many nights awake until sun up for different reasons, but one night when I was 19, I sat on my parents front lawn one night, with some mescaline in my pocket that I never took. I sat their thinking about my life. When the sun rose, my grandfather ( who had dementia) came out and sat with me for a while, he didn't say a thing, but he smiled at me a few times. Later that morning, I got a hair cut, and that day I found a job and have been working ever since .... I wonder what would have happened if I took the drugs, it probably would have derailed me a bit ...........
this question is too hard ---I am going to sleep--good answer. I have done it all---kids, love, work, sail,run, divide, drive and I am not finished yet---not if the sun comes up!!!!