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Enjoying my new life with my new love Julie. She is a wonderful gift, we grow together each day and night.

Today I learn: To care, to acknowledge, to share, to accept, to be comfortable in my own skin, to understand, to be ok to be happy.

You know the hardest thing sometimes is to just accept that happiness is ok. I don't have to feel guilty for feeling happy so long.

Learning to ride the wave, the dips and crests, its all good. To have pursued happiness so long, and now to have it, this is truly the hardest challenge.

Have you ever been so happy, so ecstatic, that you feared something was wrong? That this can't be legal! But it is, and now I learned what was so elusive as a child. My parents were miserable, and I thought that was what I was supposed to feel. To angst over it all, to expect pain and horror at every turn. That joy was a yearning, not a being.

I've arrive, I am tentatively applying feelers to this new world.

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Comment by Mrs. Alendar on August 17, 2009 at 10:32am
I love this man! He's doing a wonderful job loving me...
Comment by Kittycat on August 13, 2009 at 7:20pm
What an awakening. Glad you're able to realize what love, trust, and happiness are all about. The sharing and caring for another human being is the ultimate in my opinion. This post has warmed my heart. Be happy in your love for each other.

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