Just Another Day, (posted there, but want my friends to have the chance to know the truth)

[Tina]

In the weakness of being human, Today is in reality, just another day...However on this day I am feeling my humanity perhaps a little more than I would like to. I came to TBD when it was at the other sight, in all of my ignorance I treated people as I have long fought to be treated, with love, kindness, compassion and care. I also found my way to sharing some of my life and alot of my own struggles with grave health issues and such. When I was taken ill in an even greater way and put on home care and morphine, I was viciously attacked on the front pages of TBD by a small group of fellow human beings. I knew nothing of this until a month or so after I had been weaned off the morphine and was able to once again use my PC.
Then I was able to read all of the vicious lies that had been allowed to be printed not only of me but of my dear sisters and family as well. I admit that in my humanity I was shocked as much of these lies were being posted by my first friend on TBD and I loved her as a sister. Perhaps she has done to me as she claims her own sisters have done to her, for which I have much compassion, being that my sisters are so very good to me. I care about her and for her still and I always will.

Then yesterday I was alerted that I am once again under attack on the front page of Ning on Q&A, Now this is hurtful, if that is the intent, your mission is accomplished, I am human, I feel and bleed as another person would. Being attacked publicly is a hurtful thing to do to any person. To wish someone dead is, again hurtful. To accuse a person that you once befriended a liar and a fake, yes that is hurtful. Three of my friends on Ning separately notified me of this, until this morning I did not even belong to Q&A.

I would like to share that I have come back to TBD and to people that I care about and love, people that I believe care about me. When I was on morphine, TBD members contacted my niece in Vermont and my son in North Carolina. Since I have been able to sit up and get around some again I have been visited by two TBD members in person in my home. One from Calf. and the other from Maine. Still yet this is not enough. I have visited by phone with several TBD members.

Yes this is just another day, a sad one for me, admittedly. I pray that this will be enough for those who cannot find peace within themselves. I pray that they will not ever do this to another TBD member, because it hurts, being human and all. I am thankful that this is not being done to you, or to someone that you love. I will be on this sight until I am too ill or dead and I would like it to be peaceful. I know of not one thing I have ever done that has caused harm or hurt to anyone of you. I wish that you did not feel that your joy in a day was to hurt me either. However there is nothing I can do but to accept that this is who a very small group of you are and for your own reasons I have been chosen as your whipping post. For this I can say I am glad, because so long as it is me, it is not Pru, or any other person who has suffered in this lifetime. God forbid.

So Mark and those who read in this group. Yes today is just another day, and a sad day for me, because then again, strong as I am, I am only human. Thank you for the place to express and so much for guidelines for online communities, blessings, T

Is it that I live that has you troubled,
that Great Spirit has not come for me,
That I wish you peace and love and gentle kindness.

Is it that I live that has you troubled,
That I have security and peace in the will of my Father
who by the way is my creator,

Is it that I live that has you troubled,
that I live with spirit strong
my body yes it troubles me, but I live beyond

That I live, it troubles you and yet I know not why
I offer peace, kindness, trust
you offer yet your lies

That I live it troubles you, and yet you are aware
that fate itself will come to all
whether here or there

Is it that I live that has you troubled
That my life you cannot hide
You know the truth, He cares for me , He walks right by my side

That I live, it troubles you, your peace you cannot find
I am a simple entity
I leave your hate behind.

I wrote these words in poem because it would seem that my life has troubled the hearts of a few fellow human beings. So sad it is to me that human kind cannot enjoy their lives and allow mine to be in the will and hands of Great spirit who gave me life. Your lives do not trouble me, in fact I am blessed to share the sky, earth and waters of this beautiful world with you. I cannot imagine desiring the end to someones life be it human, spiritual or otherwise. Yet I accept our great humanity, in it's weakness', failures and need for growth and change. I have nothing but love for you all, even those who cannot find peace with themselves to allow me space to live and to transition from this life into the next. Blessings to all, those who know me and to those who never will. Amen, I am at peace.

[Truthseeker]

Tina...I so agree with what CJ said about you walking in a higher vibration and shining your light. You ARE making a difference in the world, even if some cannot 'see it' yet. I for one am glad to call you Friend and am not worried one bit what others think about that. Hugs and Blessings to you Tina and be at Peace, TS

[Tina]

CJ, Thank you sincerely, I am so thankful for the very good and faithful friends that this site has afforded me. So uplifting and encouraging. It means something to me, all of you. Yeah I am more tender than are some personalities, I know this...it often happens when a person is ill that they are more moody. I am sorry for that part, friends, I am...
But I am also so thankful to have you all in my life...Hugs and blessings, Thank you all for being and choosing to be who you are, Tina, Live Well

[CJ]

Tina, love, when we walk at a high vibration and offer love, peace and generosity to others, sometimes that draws out their hunger to deny that what we represent can actually exist. Know that you are walking a very beautiful path and that you're making a difference in this world. Jesus, a great Ascended Master and Avatar (an Savior to those who believe from that perspective), said "If they hated me, they will also hate you." I don't think those were idle words. There are times that our light reveals things that others don't want to see yet, and their natural response can be to strike back with darkness. May you be able to walk forward in light knowing that you are making a difference and bringing light, even in the lives of those who are striking back. Hugs and love to you, CJ

[Tina]

We are kind Thalia, and we all have also the potential to destroy, harm and hurt fellow human beings. I choose, by my own free will not to take one step to the left nor to the right to harm another living thing or being...I thank you so much for your friendship and kindness, for your support and love...I can only hope that those who befriend me will be blessed and unharmed...Blessings and hugs, T

[thallygal]

Tina, I am so sad that you have been hurt....In my experience people can be so mean spirited, to perhaps make themselves feel better and to justify their own existance...and when these people, whoever they are do this, well one must just consider the source...if we could just be kinder, imagine....that seems to be my theme these days...
love, light and laughter to you my dear friend
thalia

[Tina]

I am sorry Cindy, I don't know how it was but I am thankful, I want, wish for and try to bring each day Peace, love and kindness to others. I thank you for your friendship and I am truly sorry for what you feel Cindy, I am..May Great Spirit (God) give us all the peace we need to continue to pass it on to others..Blessings Dear Cindy, T

[Tina]

These were the responses yesterday and I think they are important also. I wanted to remove the thread so that Mark does not become attacked as well..I have far too much respect for Mark....

Reply by Tina Volk 12 hours ago
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I think it a nice gesture to have removed ill comments as well as my poem from the Q&A, and I thank you, whom ever is responsible. I would never hurt another human being knowingly, and am sorry that you feel compelled to do so. However the remarks and my poem have been removed and for this one more time I thank you, whomever is responsible. Blessings, Tina

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Mark Permalink Reply by Mark 11 hours ago
Tina, I am not sure what is going on. May your journey continue to be filled with peace, love and tranquility.

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Tina Volk Permalink Reply by Tina Volk 11 hours ago
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Thank you Mark, I pray that the world will one day come to peace, to a place where to do good is far more important than any endeavor in this human life. I love people and I am thankful that this resolved somehow, itself. I wish peace and yes, I would like it also. Blessings, and Mark, have a good day, Tina

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Lady Glitter Permalink Reply by Lady Glitter 1 hour ago
What a lovely pic, and I am sorry for your troubles at TBD & Ning.

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Tina Volk Permalink Reply by Tina Volk 11 minutes ago
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Thank you LG, I am sorry also. As I did before I will do again I will simply keep going forward. I have not the time for negativity, nor for another moment of abuse of any kind, I have paid my dies in all of that life. Just the same kindness, peace and love that makes my world go 'round. I am thankful for the many people who care about others and I love every being who lives...animals and trees alike! So hopefully as I shared it was "just another day", not one of the better ones mind you, but surely not the end of the world...Tomorrow will be a new day, a new opportunity to love, show compassion, care and maybe make someone smile or think a good thought. That is who I am and who I will be, that is what I long ago chose for my life and that is really all I am interested in. Blessings and love to you, and yes oh man do I adore that picture...What a beautiful child with hands full of peace..That's makes the day worth wile, T