This is a question out of a sincere humbleness, and just because it is arising out of a simple humbleness it opens the doors for my growth ..I guess..
The mystics say that there are all the possibilities; for the humble heart everything is possible. One of my monk friends told me today that if I accept that "I am nobody", all doors open suddenly..all the mysteries of existence become available...
For the person who can say: "I do not know", a miracle becomes possible. My monk friend says that in the acceptance of not knowing we start becoming wise, because we start becoming like a child, utterly innocent..
So there is every possibility of my growing up....?