who am i

[clark kents not superman]

Hi there its been sometime since I sat a wrote one of my wonderful blogs.The reason I write them when I do is to help me think through my life and to see it in words instead of through actions.I was out shooting some rolls of film trying to remember why I love being out doors so much when I began to feel so alone.I was walking among the Lilacas,and cherry blossoms,the smell was a mixture of both sweet and strange.The wind was blowing as lightly as a whisper when I was returning to a time of my childhood.When life was so simple yet so exciting,a what to learn and grow yet wanting to always be safe from harms way,to be like Superman but to live a life like Clark Kent.To be a strong person yet to always be a kid in trouble so that everyone knows that you walk a fine line of both good and bad.But here I am feeling like a Superman who has lost his kid inside,trying so hard to help those in need but looking to be saved himself.To wanting just to be Clark a man no one sees so that he may have a peaceful life full of joy and as little bit of sorrow.I soon began to learn that I was not the person everyone had always looked at me and saw, and the person I had always thought to be,but someone had seen a third person within me.Someone who told me that I too had more problems as a Clark Kent then I would have as a Superman.I had always wondered why these feeling have been with me since I was young,to feel the sadness of the world wondering why I saw little hope in us as a society,why we needed to break others hopes and dreams so that we may feel stronger than others.To control others thoughts and ideas because we are afraid of what they create,something of beauty or maybe their own success and another ones failure at trying.How someones fear is thrusted upon others as we are children and creates only frightend and controling individuals.So now after many roads traveled,and many stories told I have finally begun to see who I am what I am and what it has all been about.To all the wonderers who have walked along side of me till they took the fork in the road where we departed,I have always wanted to thank you for both the good times and bad,for all the storms we road out and sunny days that have finally arrived,and all the mountains we climed together so that we may seek out new land to travel and discover both together and alone.I love you all and miss you much and have learned a great deal along the way
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Monday, June 19, 2006 10:23 AM
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