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fitting in .....not all its cracked up to be......

I am tired of being nicey nice and trying to fit in.....
guess it's not me.  I don't think much of my words
except they are kind of like wasted energy...falling on deaf ears
really. My life is kind of like a illusion of my own
making..All the things I consider important are not really so
important...All in all I really KNOW nothing & feel stupid
trying to fit in and say things people expect when I really don't
feel that way.... I don't think much of intelligence at all...after all
we are the only animal that has created its own demise through the atom
bomb...so much for intelligence.......K

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Comment by caseyjo on March 12, 2010 at 4:00pm
Hi Kitty...Maybe all this thinking is not all its cracked up to be either. It makes me sad sometimes.....But its OK to feel feelings....I think the sad ones help develop soft hearts...Big Hugs.....K
Comment by Kittycat on March 12, 2010 at 3:05pm
Caseyjo, you always keep me thinking. Thanks. :)
Comment by caseyjo on March 8, 2010 at 7:18pm
Welcome to the club Dottie
Comment by caseyjo on March 3, 2010 at 9:32pm
Awe...Another sweety....I sure do know how to pick em.
Comment by Vernon Windsor on March 3, 2010 at 7:42am
I'm not sure I know anyone of real substance that "fits in." Welcome to the club.
Comment by caseyjo on March 2, 2010 at 2:59pm
To better days Phil.....k
Comment by caseyjo on March 2, 2010 at 1:57pm
Awe.....You two didn't miss much..Just me thinking I was trying to be a better person. I don't think it was working for me. Maybe some never saw a difference.,..that's very possible...Maybe it was something that only I felt..Funny thing the mind.

One thing I do know.... I was backing down, hiding, and trying to avoid any kind of confrontation..... I was letting past experiences get the best of me....Thanks.....Phil & Rose.
Comment by caseyjo on March 2, 2010 at 12:12pm
The mind is a wonderful thing..OR is it? It allows us to always mold things to our own liking. I do believe ( at this time in this conversation) a unhealthy mind gets stuck in ideals and is incapable of moving around inside it's own debth. I believe (same as in parentheses above) if out minds are healthy they will enable us to see the stupidity in holding onto staunch ideas.....If we are free, we should be able to change just like a Chameleon......Smiles.
Comment by Chameleon1218 on March 2, 2010 at 10:33am
I have felt almost this exact way most of my life and then it dawned on me -- I was created as a unique being. I'm not supposed to fit into any one particular group or space or community or whatever you want to call it. I've been searching for the right 'label' for myself and I figured out (finally) that there isn't one. I am the coloring that is outside of the lines and being so allows me the delicious freedom to be whoever and whatever I want to be. :o)

Great post, thanks for sharing.
Comment by caseyjo on March 2, 2010 at 9:56am
Peace breeds peace...violence breeds violence...always has...always will.



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