Gone Too Far Now

[Tina]

Hello, So I see that "someone" is now starting accounts all over the internet using my name, different address, but my name, One I found is using a picture of Betty Boop, like sammy used to use and guess what that one is? A sex sight! Nice since I have been on my own for eight years now! No it's not sammy doing it. However it looks like it may be someone from This site. Because now I find that someone is using one of my Native American Avatars from TBD on MySpace and calling themselves "Tina" of course it is a closed profile so we can't see who it is. They are from Ohio or so it says. Personally I do not think it is funny, however I do hope that whomever it is they are having a good time. I have a myspace with MY NAME, and MY photos, I opened mine to the public today!

It is not a wonder why such a thing would be done. There has been so many lies and ill intended people on TBD trying to discredit my being, my life and even my illness that they would have to do something to try and show themselves worthy.

So this is my hope for you all, even those who are doing this Identity theft, I hope with all my heart that no one ever does this to you, to your spouse, to your son or daughter, because it is nasty and it is wrong. Those who do this don't care because it is not them. What has been done on TBD was ugly and wrong; apparently this wasn't enough to keep a few amused and now they have gone to the entire internet.

I am here, just as I have been except when I was gravely ill, to tell you that none of what has been post here or out there is me or true and frankly I am appalled by the sheer stupidity of those doing it. I now understand why a few vulnerable people have bought this horrific lie and scheme. Why me? I have still, not one clue as to why. Here I am folks, it's up to you.

What has been done using my name and the lies continue in PM's, is completely unfounded and untrue. Those of you who are getting your golly's off on this, I bless you, for I do not curse others. Those of you who bought it and continue to do so, You are dead set wrong. Either way, I think that it is a sick way to amuse yourselves and sincerely pray that it is never done to you..........Tina

[Tina]

It is hurtful Yes Fred, However with a little encouragement from some others I am learning to allow it to upset me as much.
I believe that I am very thankful for those who are true and faithful to the idea of caring about others. I have connected with several Like minded people, I am thankful for each one, I consider them a gift to life itself.
Thanks for the note, Yes Fred , I hope that you are in a good place also, Blessings

[Uncle Spencer]

Hi Tina! It's been awhile since we have communicated. I don't frequent the TBD Ning very often. I was reading here about some of your troubles and just wanted to say I'm sorry to hear about all of this. I'm sure that it is very upsetting and hurtful. Just know that the people who truly know and care about you understand who you are and the kind of person you are. There have been many here who have given you great advice on how to protect yourself. I can offer no better advice than that which has already been given. What I will offer is my prayers that peace may be granted to your soul and that you will feel the love of the many people out here that care about you! May this message find you in a good place. Many blessings to you!

[Tina]

When bad men combine, the good must associate; else they will fall, one by one, an unpitied sacrifice in a contemptible struggle.
Author: Edmund Burke

[Tina]

Thank you Dear Lori, As always I am truly filled and blessed by the love of so many people. The support and friendships that I have here online are very special to me. There are days I wake up just to connect with you all. TBD old and TBDNing is a hurtful disappointment, however what life is without suffering or pain at some time along the journey? I take good and blessing from it all and I walk on. Still I offer insight and love anywhere I am able, because that is "MY" purpose for breathing air in the first place.
Yes some humans are lost within that which has held them back and weighed them down as to the light and goodness that we all have within. I am sad for them, I hurt for those who cannot find their way to the center and meaning of human life. I love the life and I come against the things that rob us from it. For the body only lives for a time, it is the spirit that this life is to bring forth, unless we connect with the life of the spirit within, we find no peace, no joy unless we are causing harm or hurt to another.
People kick animals, beat cows and cut trees needlessly without thanks for it's life.
Distraught and unhappy humans also cause much needless pain, sorrow, death (in many ways) because they do not see the beauty of themselves therefore cannot appreciate the beauty of and in others. They bring a spirit of death, sadness and shame to life.
There is so much good, in us, so much good, love, kindness, compassion and just simple pure enlightenment that is needed here. Until human kind accepts this, there will always be death, sorrow, pain and great suffering.
I bless all of life and each who is gifted to live it. It is an opportunity that comes only to some, it should be treasured and used wisely...Thank you for your sisterhood and friendship Lori, I pray your walk was filled with life and wonder. Blessings, Tina

[Just-a-Writer]

Tina, I'm so sorry people are so stupid! I'm glad you've turned it over to the police and the MS administrators to deal with. I can't write more, the only things that are coming to mind are strings of profanity. I get testy when people I care about are being unduly harassed.

[Tina]

Harmful and hurtful yes Tool and yet it takes something very big inside of anyone to do such a thing. The police call it a hate crime! Is that even possible, for someone to hold that kind of hate? I guess I should know after many of the life experiences I have had. It makes me very sad to think of any human being being this full of anger and rage to do something of this nature. I am sincerely praying that it is not a TBDNing member or anyone that I know, as if enough hurt has not been caused.

[no1toolmkr]

sounds ridiculous Tina, Good luck...

[Tina]

Thank You Lori, I did hear back from MySpace today, Looks like the only thing to do is allow the investigation to move forward, They have confirmed some problem with that account. It gets involved, but yes Lori, I hope in the end it will give someone else hope, to stop the madness.

[Lori Lamberski]

Tina, you are doing the right thing by contacting the webmasters on both sites. They will find the culprit and they will prosecute them for their fraudulent actions. Stand strong my friend and know that your true friends are standing beside you. Hugs....Lori

[Tina]

Many Thanks Raven, I believe that something good will come from all of this, I may not know about, but so long as something positive and good comes from it, is all that matters. Yes I do know that Raven, and I pray that you all know how very thankful I am for the truth of friendship and for those who stand up for right.
Sometimes we all just have to make that choice and whatever is going on with my name on the internet and whatever has been allowed to go on here in this, what was a seemingly good community, there have been some very poor decisions made along the way by the few and it has effected the entire community. Tomorrow will be a new day, as always I will set my best foot forward and pray that whomever opened the account on Myspace is not from TBD, that it was a flook, that whomever is using my full name and Betty Boops avatar will also be some kind of crazy flook again, and all of life will go on.
As far as those here who still seem to have the need to send pm's that slander anyone else well, that is something that this community is going to have to deal with. It only stay so long as it is fed by others. Or ignored which I think has been proven to be just as bad as full out agreement.
I, will continue to hope and pray that it never happens to ANY one of you or someone you love. Thanks to all, and to you Raven who was one of the souls brave enough, who cared enough to do your own calling and found your own truth which just so happened to be the truth! Good for you, glad and thankful to call you friend.