fitting in .....not all its cracked up to be......

[caseyjo]

I am tired of being nicey nice and trying to fit in.....
guess it's not me.  I don't think much of my words
except they are kind of like wasted energy...falling on deaf ears
really. My life is kind of like a illusion of my own
making..All the things I consider important are not really so
important...All in all I really KNOW nothing & feel stupid
trying to fit in and say things people expect when I really don't
feel that way.... I don't think much of intelligence at all...after all
we are the only animal that has created its own demise through the atom
bomb...so much for intelligence.......K

[caseyjo]

Thanks Prunella.....I have this dilemma... I am trying to figure out a way to save the earth LOL ......I can clearly see we could fix whats wrong with so many things in the world if we didn't have staunch fixed ideas.If we could bend and sway & come up with new ideas.. We have this saying going around ( "Were going to take back America") with roots of violence attached and our children are taking part as well. Teaching them it is alright to be violent if it means your rights. Rights are different for different people and America is a melting pot of differences. All this fighting will do is cause a domino effect of bad things. America has changed and is not a set of fixed ideas(and never was) like they think....America is her people...All of us with all of our different ideals working TOGETHER...... We have large groups of people who want to violently push their OWN agendas and it's frightening....I worry and I am not happy and I continuously try to work my way through this awful fear that sits Always at the rim of my mind.

[caseyjo]

Awe Sweet fellow..It's not so bad.....My dreamin keeps me goin.....

[animak]

That's ok caseyjo. I don't think you fit in anyway!!!

(Just kidding caseyjo, you are fine!)