I'm so very sorry

[caseyjo]

To everyone concerned who read my blogs...I just got back from Ca. after taking care of business re: my deceased father who died in March and my Deceased brother who died in June...Then when I was in Ca. my dog ate dry brittle bones and my friend who was caring for him didn't tell me. My dog suffered terribly and was almost dead when I got home...I had to have him put to sleep...My only thing in my life that made we happy. Then I had to deal with this horrible stuff on TBD.

I am so besides myself with grief over all of this I cant even think straight. my heart is beating clear out of my chest I am so exhausted...feeling like I am grabbing for something, anything solid I can hold onto.

I am sorry I have bent the ears of so many...I didnt mean to...I felt like I was fighting for my life here. I am so so sorry...Forgive me. I must go now but I may not be back....This has been a harrowing experience for me....just awful...apologies to everyone.....K.

[caseyjo]

Thanks to everyone here....I'm good to go now...Got all the bad vibes out of the way...This has been a real good learning experience.

[Gary Freedman]

Say whatever you feel you need to say.

[blondie 11]

I lost my father and brother 12 months apart and I thought I was going to lose my mind. That was back in 1995. Lady, you are in my heart and on my mind. Take it easy, and do NOT let anything or anyone get the best of you. There is bright days ahead, I promise. God Bless. Pick your friends carefully!!!!!!

[TuesdaysRuby]

CaseyJo,
I am an old TBD member, and I am not up on what has happened to you here on TBD, but I do know the pain of death of so many family members, most of mine have gone before me except my kids...((((((((CASEYJO))))))))
the old TBD saved me from total melt down, and if I can figure out how to navigate on here im sure alot of the same people who kept me sane are still here...dont let the bad once chaise u away, there are good people here and they me included are here for you....

[Vernon Windsor]

You'll always be welcome, whenever you are ready to come back. Take care.

[caseyjo]

Thanks for all your well wishes. I am apologizing for bending ears here, but not for the feelings I expressed in my blogs...I'm just glad it's over. I will never again let people get the best of me. I will get better at ignoring the bad stuff on TBD as time goes by. At a respected members bidding I deleted my blogs. Its true I don't believe in censoring stuff, but I was getting nowhere and I felt I was fighting people to get my facts across...we dont need fights on the board & I was physically exhausted and sick. Yes...for my health and at anothers bidding I deleted my blogs......Hugs to all.....K

[Kittycat]

Sadness and sorrow take time to absorb. Rest ... Time will heal your heart. You'll be in my thoughts.

[D. D. Olson]

I haven't been on any of the TBD threads you speak of, but you've had so much happening in your life, the stress must be overwhelming. Take care of yourself, Caseyjo, feed your soul by surrounding yourself with positive people and circumstances. You are in my prayers.

[Golanv]

Oh Caseyjo ~ I am so sorry to hear all of this. I knew you didn't seem like yourself but I had no idea why. Please take care of yourself, get some rest, and let yourself heal. I will start a thread for you in the Brigade and hope you will be back with us soon. Sending you Love and Light ~ All Ways ~ Raven