day with my father

[clark kents not superman]

it seems like i wasnt suppose to write my last blog in for i was booted out of my blog before i even got to finish it.I am here in Florida on a vacation which as suppose to be morw to reenergize myself before heading back to New York but it turned out to be a healing trip between my father and my self.I was told my father has become more meaner than a rattle snake but that was nothing new to me for as a child and the middle one at that i was the one who recived all the insults and want not.So i came here ready to be all stressed out with unwanted arguing and anything else that comes in a father and son relationship.I wish right now that i had smoked a bit to help write a bit more poeatic but i didnt,when i arrived i saw a lonely old man wanting to bid his time before its over and i need to know if what i was told was true so i held my breath and waited but to no avail which i was happy to see.As the week went on a sat and wondered why i was really here until yesterday before my trip to be with the dolphins I saw a movie which I have seen so often by so many writers and directors on familys coming together for the sake of one person,and I began to cry because it was my job to make my father finaaly hear the words he most likely always wanted to hearDAD YOU RE THE BEST FATHER ANYONE COULD HAVE.I sat there crying on how much in my life it really wasnt true but here i am the person who those who know me good bad happy sad kind mean lazy energenic everything for i am my fathers son.So here i am the one in the family who was berated into thinging i am worthless lazy and not worth the effort still alive and being me telling someone something that is not true so that in the end he can be happy.Yes I do sound angry but as i tell people i know when people need my help and thats when Superman appears and even my father needs a Superman in his life.So dad I do love you reguardless of all that has come and thank you for all that will be and i hope i too will find my Superman LOVEYOU ALWAYS DAD GOODBYE


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Saturday, August 04, 2007 11:27 AM

[clark kents not superman]

going to pop my bastard mmmm dont want to smack him to hard

[Dexter South]

You know, its ok to say... "pop, your bastard and a son-of-bitch, but Im still your son and love ya"