Really, folks.... The weather is either hot as hell or cold as hell. Pure Hell. Many
people are losing their jobs, homes, life savings. The competition just to get in the
elevator makes running for President look like fun. The GW Bridge, The Holland Tunnel,
etc cost $8 bucks to get across. (Lake Ponchetrain causeway is $3, a much, much longer
Most everyone, will say they trust others little, if at all. Oh, we make a show of
it, but with people peering in your garage and complaining to the point that the
teenagers are peeing in their cars....The cynicism, the cynicism, the cynicism cynicism
cynicism cynicism, can be overwhelming.
Ever drive in NJ or CT? It's easier to drive in Pakistan. Every time I turn around
there's a new law or a new camera enforcing that law. Why, why, do we live here? The
cancer rate in NY, NJ, the quacks that call themselves MD's....? Aw, the hell with all
The friendliness of Southerners is so moving. The housing is cheaper. And if you cant
find a job in the hurricane ravaged gulf area, well, we call that D-I-S-A-B-I-L-T-Y. Its
a joy to think it might be possible to let your guard down, even for a disillusioned
moment. (Well, men change there minds all over the world....)
The traffic? I remember traveling 1.5 hours each way to work, in 90 mph hour traffic,
bumper to bumper, twice a day, every day. (The Meritt Pkway). I remember sitting on the
same road for 6 hours in a snow storm....and the BASTARD I worked for....
Ok, Tom has a job and he makes 6 figures. But he hates it! And the cost of living, the
property taxes ($8000-9000/yr, here) are hardly worth the corrupt school administrations
they keep in BMW's.
The leaves change color. Good. You can download that off the internet. LaGuardia Airport
is sheer terror to fly in/out...god only knows how long it'll take to drive to JFK
(traffic) and Newark, well, that place holds a special place in the heart of all New
Ok..no hurricanes, real ones anyway, but Noreasters that cause the damage other people
get 'aid' for. Then theres the snow storms, which are particularily delightful, esp
those heavy, slushy 12-24 inch ones that freeze over for the next two months.
Whats my best guess? Why do we do it? My guess: ignorance, speculation and HOPE. Lots
and lots of HOPE.
Mother (losing her) Sanity